Friday, December 12, 2008

graduation today

So today is feeling much harder than I had hoped. Today my class is graduating. I wish I was there. So, any prayers, thoughts, sent out to me today would be greatly appreciated. My head knows this time can only be a benefit to me, my faith knows that God is using this "no stress" time to help with family stuff etc. My heart on the other hand is breaking today. No poor poor pitiful me, just some tough truths. God is in His heaven, and tomorrow will feel better. Thanks y'all.

7 comments:

Laurel Ann said...

Yikes, that must be hard! Hang in there, friend!!!

KLS said...

Let it all out. Scream, cry, shout, whatever you have to do, just let it all out...and then move on. Believe me I know what it feels like to not be in a place where you thought you'd be. You have faith and that's what is going to pull you through.

maggie said...

It's heartbreaking...
Hope you'll get it over with and can soon make a fresh start with new semester.

Drofen said...

There must be some reason why you're being made to wait. We don't know what that is right now, but there must be some reason.

Because everything I've read here on your blog shows that you will be an excellent nurse.

Sending you good thoughts!!!

Heather said...

Thanks everyone. I am feeling better today. I did a lot of laughing and cussing yesterday, and bygum, I feel better. I have faith that God will use this time. I just hope I don't get too rusty in the meantime!

hope2brn said...

I have to say that the cussing really does help! I try not to use foul language in my blog but I couldnt control my self lately.It truly does make you feel better.
(ITs not right but what can you do?)I know it probably doesnt help but I believe everything happens for a very good reason that is not always very fair or understandable immediately but will be very clear later on.
Take this time to enjoy your holidays and family...

ann said...

You are all too familiar with my tale of woe. What I can say is that while the struggle hurt beyond belief at times, I can now definitely see why God allowed certain things in my life. Of course in the middle of the storm, I screamed for clarity. I know the reason for your pain will eventually become clear. Just keep looking straight into the eyes of Christ, and don't break the gaze. Love always.